Can't Concentrate

Today's the single most unproductive day I can remember. I started out with good intentions, waking up at 8, thinking I'd finish all the transition documents. But, the reality is that I spent approximately 2.5 hours fully engaged in my work. Is this an indication that I really can't get myself to enjoy what I'm doing, or that I haven't switched back from the vacation mode?

He was clamoring his urge to go back to work, while I simply abhor the idea of having deal with looking for a new client, ramping for a new role, and/or figuring out what my next career goals are. People who have the guts to simply quit to look for their passions have my utmost respect. I suppose not having any source of income will give you the sense of urgency to really get you moving. But, sadly, I think I've come to tying my identity with my so-called career too closely. And, having supported most - if not all - of my expenses since high school, I'm just not used to not making money. It's one thing when I'm not spending coz I don't want to, and another if I'm not spending coz I don't have the money to.

And, this "quarter life crisis" saga shall continue...

Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?